Bad News Last Night
I got a phone call from my sister in Illinois on Friday night. My sister in Washington State has to have emergency surgery.
The sister in Illinois was panicked "She has colon cancer! I can't believe I have two sisters with cancer."
Saturday morning I called the sister in Washington. She is having emergency surgery on Sunday. There is a mass in her colon. They have not done a biopsy on it yet. She will not know if it is cancer or not until after the pathologist does his report. So she is trying to think positive, hoping that it is benign.
Needless to say, after talking to the Illinois Sister, I was very weirded out Friday night.
I had nightmares all night.
I was back living in my previous house. There were women going through the house smashing all my personal belongings.
My old roommate was having the locks changed. They were giving my cat away to someone else. They were making me a homeless person.
I was crying. It was terrifying.
So here comes up all those feelings of Victimization again.
I need to stay positive no matter what happens. I am almost done with my radiation treatments. I will be doing lots of holistic stuff for myself. I can't have an emotional upset right now, I don't want it to effect my immune system.
I must keep my Spirits up, and keep my immune system up - and remain positive.
Its weird how one day I can be looking forward to the future. And then the next day is complete emotional chaos.
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