My lovers didn't know
My aquaintences couldn't see
No one understood
there was something wrong in me

I was living a life of letdown
Nothing in my mind but haze
I was being broken down
Now I'm striving towards good old days

Please don't say I'm silly
Please don't say I'm strange
Theres a natural disaster inside of me
Because I am trying to change

So try to be gentle
Please try to be kind
I need some understanding
because I am changing my mind

I was living a life of letdown
Nothing in my mind but haze
I was being broken down
Now I'm making good old days

I want weeds to change to roses
I want the sun to shine at night
I know I can make it happen
I know I'll be alright
I can create a Kingdom
Yes, I can create my life
And in all this darkness
Of course, I can create some light

Just don't think I'm silly
Just don't think I'm strange
Realize I'm an inside person
But I know I am going to change

I was living a life of letdown
My mind full of haze
I was being broken down
Now I'll get sunshine in my days